Windfall Woman

Life and times of an older Brittany Murphy look-a-like still working as a sales executive after experiencing a life changing windfall a year or so ago

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

Progress


Ok, now I'm talking to my friends. And they are astounded. Me, the ultimate cheery "woman who does and manages it all" is foilable. Yep, she's crumbling. Today I managed to write three checks that did not total $100 but needed to be mailed. I got it done. It was like an ant moving a mountain. Why couldn't I do it? No energy. I had time. I had the checks, stamps, money. Today I gripped my upper arm and grimaced -- it hurt! I looked and realized that it was bruised. Apparently now, I am gripping on a regular basis -- so much that I am bruising myself. The only thing I am maintaining right now is work and my mani/pedicure appointments. Why the latter - I don't know except I think she needs the money. I wish I could say that looking at my gorgeous nails makes me feel better. I need to exercise but I have no energy. I need to cook again but I have no energy. I need to see a movie but I have no energy. What's happening to me?

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5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

You are obviously (at least to me) depressed. I would go see someone who specializes in depression as soon as possible so that you can begin to feel better as soon as possible. And you will feel better.

9:54 PM  
Blogger David said...

sending you prayers and love from the Lord above.
ONE day at a time
Think peace, and be patient with yourself, please

1:40 AM  
Blogger David said...

read my post about Gary, everyone pray please

3:16 AM  
Anonymous Snake (a Cambridge kind of guy) said...

Sorry everything is such a struggle. I hope you feel better soon, but in the meantime perhaps "anonymous" has offered some sound advice. Good luck!

10:20 AM  
Blogger Branedy said...

While I'm not really religious, the Irish truly are. But they have some great sayings. My favorite is;

Be Still, and know that I am!

and

God writes straight, with crooked lines

the most common answer to any problem is, 'It'll be Alright'

The thing is, it usually does, here. The sun always comes out again. And in 'sunny' Ireland, that's a big thing.

Have faith, it will get better for you also.

9:40 AM  

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